I just asked for prayers for my son, and I just need to be honest. I think I need to be asking for prayers maybe more for myself than for my son. I have been so anxious today that I felt like I was going to have a panic attack this morning, I had a migraine this afternoon that became so severe that I vomited and then I fell down and hurt my knees pretty bad. I am starting to feel a little better now after I started to pray. It is interesting that no matter how long I have been a Christian and how close to God I become, I still try to depend on myself at times. That obviously does not work. I have proven that once again.
Thank you Lord for allowing me to come to You at any time of the day or night with anything! Help me to remember, Lord, that I cannot depend on myself and that You are always here for me. Please remind me to lean on You and Your will for me. I would be an absolute mess without You. I love you Father and thank You for taking care of my family in all of the ways You do. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.