So Many Emotions
Fear still consumes me
even after all these years
I still wake up at night
wiping away so many tears
Confusion is what fills my soul
I don’t know how I should feel
Sometimes I’m mad and sometimes I”m sad
But I’m hoping one day I’ll be healed
I don’t know who I should trust
or how to stop the stress
I wish I could love and be loved in return
I can’t accept anything less
God, please take the pain away
I’m ready to let it go
I need to have a normal life
I have to stop feeling so low
The memories I have will stay with me
This is something I’ll never forget
But I have to forgive and release it all
Hey, happiness, it’s about time we met
~Written by Tabitha~
I Chose To Live 